My life is not Sh*t

Hello, I am Eshlee Romero new here in Qwikstory.com. I just want to share how painful is my life. HAHA!! YES! it is painful. My family is good but in the eyes of many like my friends, co-YFC, school mates and my best friends. That's why I mastered the art of "How you look in the eyes of many" cause sometimes I can say I'm okay but I'm not. Those words are my common lies. It's hard to tell my true condition. why? because It's just hard! I don't want people see me problematic though my school mates sees me like that. Now, going back to where I belong, My family. As I am saying, we're not okay. I know that there's no perfect family there is always a hole but sometimes big, sometimes small. It depends. My father and mother always argue because my father's view of life is so hard that he even wants us to work hard. While my mother's view of life is different, She sees life as a fight that whatever happen, Just Fight. They are different in a lot of things. (to be continued)

First time on International Kids Village

IKV! one of my greatest experience! haha call me an ignorant but first time kong makakita ng lights and sounds n ganun and sobrang dami kong first time dun.. sobrang nakakatuwa. ahahah

i learned a lot in this event, not just because sa mga session, but sa mga nangyaring trials and difficulties na di namin sinukuan. :D keri lng. haha.

First time kong magIKV,

First time daw ng mga kasama kong makaexperience ng ganung ulan sa IKV,

eh di, pare parehas nmng first time!! so hnd ako nagiisa! ahaha 

Thank you sa mga nakasama ko esp sa mga kids, di na ko nakapagpaalam sa inyo, nammroblema din ksi kami kung san kami sasakay and paano kami uuwi. Naistranded pa tuloy at napunta sa mcdo. kain kain. hehe...

binigay ko lahat ng energy ko sa 3 day event n un. dahil sobrang ramdam ko ung pagod and sobrang ang laki ng initim ko. anyway, service un and ang sarap sa feeling.

ang daming answered prayer na naganap. haha

sabi nila mainit, sana daw lumamig, answered prayer lng ksi lumamig ung klima and lumamig din sa venue (WTC)

umulan (sobrang lakas sa kalagitnaan pa ng session 2), daming nawala, everyone is praying, answered prayer lng ksi nahanap lahat and walang napahamak.

umuulan, lahat kami nagpray, kahit mga kids nagppray. and sobrang tindi lng ng prayer na halos isigaw na ung prayer dahil sa faith or paniniwala nmn. When everybody says Amen, sumabay ung napakalakas na kulog na parang finale! finale ng ulan ksi unti unting nawala na ung ulan nun after Amen 

sa gitna ng ulan and sobrang dilim na kinalalagyan nmn, lightning and flashlights lng ung nagsisilbing lights during that time and daming naghahanap sa mga nawawalang bata, maririnig parin ung boses ng mga bata na, God is good! All the time!  and ung prayers. 

hindi lng unity ng isang sector ang nangyari that time, unity ng lahat ng delegates, kasi everyone is concern with each other, nagtutulungan nung may nawala. united! :D

bago pala ung mga un (umulan), first day ng IKV, ipo-ipo ata un haha. itinumba ung tents dun sa sobrang lakas ng hangin. good thing ksi walang nasaktan. 

all of the experiences na naranasan ko is sobrang nakakatuwa, and unforgettable.

unforgettable talaga. haha ako na ignorante! :P

What can I do for my Country?

What can i do for my country?

Alam nating lahat na ang pagbabago ay tinatawag nating "constant" , natatanging permanente sa mundong ito at hindi natin kailanman mahihinto ito. 

Ano nga ba ang pinaglalaban ko?

Mayroon tayong tinatawag na, Past, Present and Future. Sabi ng propesor ko sa world literature sa pup na isang pilosoper, dating seminarista, graduate ng literature, at isang IT graduate (SYA NA!), Wala naman daw present! Dahil kung titingnan natin ang orasan, kalianman hindi ito huminto at lahat ng nadaanan ng kamay nito ay tinatawag ng past. Kung sa nanosecond ng computer ay may nagagawang processing dahil sa sobrang bilis nito, paano pa kaya ang Segundo na kaya lamang bilangin ng tao? Ibig sabihin, sa kada Segundo n gating buhay, may pagbabagong nangyayari. Ang mga nangyari na ay tinatawag kaagad na past. Therefore, walang present.

Ibig sabihin ba noon, na ang taong iniisip ang kanyang present lamang at hindi marunong magisip ng kanyang hinaharap ay walang patutunguhan? Dahil walang present eh! Ako kasi, naibabatay ko ang patutunguhan ng tao kapag siya mismo ay may nagawang kabutihan o pagbabago hindi lamang sa sarili nya, kundi pati sa kanyang bayan dahil paano mo matutungo ang iyong patutunguhan kung kakalimutan mo ang iyong bayan kung saan ka nanggaling?.

Ang problema sa ibang Pilipino ay ang kaya lamang nyang isipin ay ang ngayon. Never nyang inisip ang kahapon, at ang kanyang hinaharap kaya walang asenso. Sabi ng maraming tao, “the history repeat itself”. Sabi ko naman, the history does not repeat itself, people just don’t know or out of knowledge about their past because they are forgetting it that’s why they keep repeating what they have done. Kinakalaban nila ang salitang changes na may napakagandang kabuluhan. Bumabalik sila sa nagawa na nila. Paano kung ito ay puro kamalian? Ibig sabihin puro kamalian ang inuulit nila?

Sinabi ni Hugh White, “The past cannot be changed. The future is still  in your power.” Maliwanag na ang tinutukoy lamang nya ay ang Past at ang Future. Kailangan nating matuto sa ating nakaraan. Kailangan nating alamin kung saan tayo nanggaling upang maging maliwanag sa atin ang ating patutunguhan. Sabi naman ng hindi kilala, “The past cannot be changed, forgotten, or erased. It can only be accepted.” Because learn from your own mistake! Sinabi naman ni Pnoy sa kanyang nakaraang SONA(State of the Nation Address) “Tayo ang hahawi ng ating Landas.” Tama nga naman. Bakit mo nga naman iaasa sa iba ang iyong landas. May kanya kanya tayong pagiisip.

Pagusaan naman natin ang sinasabi kong Patutunguhan (Future)

Maliwanag na sinabi ko na para sa akin, naibabatay ko ang patutunguhan ng tao kapag siya mismo ay may magagawang pagbabago sa kanyang bayan. Malaki man o maliit.

Isa sa natawa akong sinabi ng propesor ko sa world literature ay nang tukuyin niya ang mga OFW. Bakit daw sila naituturing na bayani samantalang ang ginagawa nila sa ibang bansa ay nagagawa din ng ibang tao dito sa pilipinas walang pinagkaiba. Biro pa niya, alipin sa ibang bansa? Bayani? Ang alam ko kasing bayani ay iyong may nagagawang PAGBABAGO sa bayan. Tulad nina Rizal at Bonifacio.

Ibig sigurong niyang sabihin, subukan mong tanungin ang karamihan sa kanila, karaniwang maririnig mo ay, mababa kasi sahod sa pilipinas eh. O di kayay walang asenso sa Pinas o di naman kaya’y gusto kong yumaman o guminhawa ang pamilya ko.  Maliwanag na maliwanag! Ayoko nang i-elaborate. Maaaring totoo, maaaring hindi.

Alam nating lahat na marami din pilipinong propesyunal. Ihalimbawa nalang natin sa kurso kong IT or CS. Ngunit bakit walang Filipino OS tulad ng Microsoft Windows na ginawa ni Bill Gates na isang College DropOut pa or sikat na Filipino Social Network na tulad ng Facebook na ginawa ni Mark Zuckerberg na isang college Drop out din?! Dalawa lang sa example ngunit marami pang iba.  alam kong kayang kaya din nating gumawa nun at mas innovative pa. Hindi lang IT or CS marami pang ibang kurso! Problema kasi sa ibang tao, kumita lang, wala na silang pakialam. Hindi ba nila alam na kung itong propesyunal na ito ay graduate sa isang state university, sila ay tinustusan ng gobyerno pra matuto at magcontribute sa pagbabago ng bayan?  Kung ang mga ito ay nangibang/migrate sa ibang bansa saying ang ginagastos ng gobyerno na sana hindi nalang nila pinagaral dahil wala din namang ginagawa para sa kanyang bayan. Kumita lang, ayos na. may pagmamahal, pagmamahal sa sarili hindi sa bayan. Nasaan na ang pagasa ng bayan?

Meron pa, Ihalimbawa natin ang pinoy animators sa Disney. Kung ako sa kanila, tama na ang pagpapayaman, uuwi ako sa pilipinas at gagawa ako ng para sa pilipinas hind para sa Disney. Tulad ng isinaad ng isang koreano na concern sa Pilipinas. Sabi niya, dati ang korea ay mas mahirap pa sa Pilipinas. Ngunit ngayon, iba na. ano nga ba ang ginawa nila? Sabi ng koreanong iyon, lahat ng professionals sa kanila nagtulong tulong sa pagbabago ng korea. Ibig sabihin hindi nasayang ang pagtutustos ng gobyerno sa pagaaral dahil ang mga koreano ay mag pagmamahal sa kanilang bayan. Sa atin kasi,  sayang talaga. Sabi nga ni Edmund Burke, “The Only necessary Triumph of evil is when good men do nothing.”

Alalahanin natin kung saan tayo nagmula. Kuntento ka na ba na ang buhay mo lamang ang kaya mong baguhin? Simulan natin ang pagbabago. Wag mong iasa sa ibang tao ang iyong buhay. Bobo ka kung ganun.

Now, as YFC tinuruan tayo ng Loving, Honoring and Serving our Country.

Sabi sa Jeremiah 1:5 “Before I formed you in the womb, I know you, before you were born, I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nation.”

Sabi naman ng di kilala “Hindi mo masasabing mahal mo ang Diyos mo hangga’t di mo pa minamahal ang bayan mo.”

Sabi naman ni Kuya Lloyd, “Change is synonymous to improvement. Improvement begins with ‘I’.”

Sabi naman ni Giuseppe Mazzini, “Love your country.  Your country is the land where your parents sleep, where is spoken that language in which the chosen of your heart, blushing, whispered the first word of love; it is the home that God has given you that by striving to perfect yourselves therein you may prepare to ascend to him. “

Sabi ni Jose Rizal, “He who does not know how to look back at where he came from will never get to his destination.”

And

“The youth is the hope of our future. “

Nasaan ang kabataang magbabago ng ating bayan?

Nasa

Youth For our Country!

Youth For Change

Youth For Christ!

(this article may change)

nakakahiya man itong sinulat ko dahil hindi naman tlga ako writer or wala akong alam sa pagsusulat, pinost ko parin. read this guys.. 

Reality

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Why Windoze is slow?

I started learning using windoze (Windows in Urban Dictionary) as in learning when i was third year High School. My first pc specification is 550megahertz pentium III and 128mb of ram and it's operating system is Windows 98 way back 2007.

I am using windoze for more than 4 years and still counting.

Now, why did I say it is slow?

of course as an IT student, i don't want to use just windows! I also want to experience other Operating Systems.  haha I don't want to be a Windows Professional because I want to be an IT professional hahaa kidd. I am using Linux(Ubuntu) for  1 year and still counting and compared to windows it is amazingly fast because, the power of linux is for server computing. Windows is also fast but what makes it slow is:

1. Never ending automatic updates. I believe that every release of windows is not stable in my opinion because as I observed every build has a service pack that you need to update (what the F??) another reason why you are receiving less bandwidth because of those automatic updates that is downloading while you are surfing the internet. Now, Imagine if you are the creator of let's say a system, you will not put an update to your system unless it has a BUG or it has a new features. But do you believe every service packs has a new features?
2. Lots and lots of malicious software for windows. This is another reason i think. Are you sure that some of your software on your windows are not malicious? 3 out of 5 free software you download on the internet are malicious so be careful. AND, one thing about malicious software is it does not use the resources of windows properly. Think of a malicious person who tends to do harm. Harmful on your resources so you should think first and click install later.

SPEED UP BANDWIDTH FOR ABOUT 20%

SPEED UP BANDWIDTH FOR ABOUT 20% 


By Default, Windows uses 20% of your bandwidth for its own purpose such as windows updates, But here's how to get your 20% bandwidth from windows.

Instruction:
1. Click Start > Run.

2. Type "gpedit.msc" and it will open the group policy Editor.

3. Go to Local Computer Policy > Computer Configuration > Administrative Templates > Network > QOS Packet Sched. > Limit Reservable Bandwidth.

4. Double click Limit Reservable Bandwidth and you will see that it is not Configured, but you will see a note on Explain tab that "By default, the Packet Scheduler limits the system to 20 percent of the bandwidth of a connection, but you can use this setting to override the default."


What you need to do is:
5. ENABLE the Limit Reservable Bandwidth then set it to ZERO PERCENT (0%).


by doing this, the System will no longer limit your bandwidth to 20%.

Isaiah 65:24

This beautiful story was written by a doctor who worked in Central Africa One night I had worked hard to help a mother in the labor ward; but in spite of all we could do, she died, leaving us with a tiny, premature baby and a crying two-year-old daughter. We would have difficulty keeping the baby alive; as we had no incubator (we had no electricity to run an incubator). We also had no special feeding facilities. Although we lived on the equator, nights were often chilly with treacherous drafts. One student midwife went for the box we had for such babies and the cotton wool that the baby would be wrapped in. Another went to stoke up the fire and fill a hot water bottle. She came back shortly in distress to tell me that in filling the bottle, it had burst (rubber perishes easily in tropical climates). 'And it is our last hot water bottle!' she exclaimed. As in the West, it is no good crying over spilled milk, so in Central Africa it might be considered no good crying over burst water bottles.  They do not grow on trees, and there are no drugstores down forest pathways. 'All right,' I said, 'put the baby as near the fire as you safely can, and sleep between the baby and the door to keep it free from drafts. Your job is to keep the baby warm.' The following noon, as I did most days, I went to have prayers with any of the orphanage children who chose to gather with me. I gave the youngsters various suggestions of things to pray about and told them about the tiny baby. I explained our problem about keeping the baby warm enough, mentioning the hot water bottle, and that the baby could so easily die if it got chills. I also told them of the two-year-old sister, crying because her mother had died. During prayer time, one ten-year-old girl, Ruth, prayed with the usual blunt conciseness of our African children. 'Please, God' she prayed, 'Send us a hot water bottle today. It'll be no good tomorrow, God, as the baby will be dead, so please send it this afternoon.' While I gasped inwardly at the audacity of the prayer, she added, 'And while You are about it, would You please send a dolly for the little girl so she'll know You really love her?' As often with children's prayers, I was put on the spot. Could I honestly say 'Amen'? I just did not believe that God could do this.  Oh, yes, I know that He can do everything; the Bible says so. But there are limits, aren't there? The only way God could answer this particular prayer would be by sending me a parcel from the homeland. I had been in Africa for almost four years at that time, and I had never, ever, received a parcel from home. Anyway, if anyone did send me a parcel, who would put in a hot water bottle? I lived on the equator! Halfway through the afternoon, while I was teaching in the nurses' training school, a message was sent that there was a car at my front door. By the time I reached home, the car had gone, but there on the porch was a large 22-pound parcel. I felt tears pricking my eyes. I could not open the parcel alone, so I sent for the orphanage children. Together we pulled off the string, carefully undoing each knot. We folded the paper, taking care not to tear it unduly... Excitement was mounting. Some thirty or forty pairs of eyes were focused on the large cardboard box. From the top, I lifted out brightly-colored, knitted jerseys. Eyes sparkled as I gave them out. Then there were the knitted bandages for the leprosy patients, and the children looked a little bored. Then came a box of mixed raisins and sultanas - that would make a batch of buns for the weekend. Then, as I put my hand in again, I felt the..... could it really be? I grasped it and pulled it out. Yes, a brand new, rubber hot water bottle. I cried. I had not asked God to send it; I had not truly believed that He could. Ruth was in the front row of the children. She rushed forward, crying out, 'If God has sent the bottle, He must have sent the dolly, too! 'Rummaging down to the bottom of the box, she pulled out the small, beautifully-dressed dolly. Her eyes shone! She had never doubted! Looking up at me, she asked, 'Can I go over with you and give this dolly to that little girl, so she'll know that Jesus really loves her?' 'Of course,' I replied! That parcel had been on the way for five whole months, packed up by my former Sunday school class, whose leader had heard and obeyed God's prompting to send a hot water bottle, even to the equator. And one of the girls had put in a dolly for an African child - five months before, in answer to the believing prayer of a ten-year-old to bring it 'that afternoon'. 'Before they call, I will answer.' (Isaiah 65:24) When you receive this, say the prayer. That's all you have to do. No strings attached. Just send it on to whomever you want - but do send it on. Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive. There is no cost, but a lot of rewards. Let's continue praying for one another. This awesome prayer takes less than a minute. Heavenly Father, I ask you to bless my friends reading this. I ask You to minister to their spirit. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self doubting, release a renewed confidence to work through them. Where there is tiredness or exhaustion, I ask You to give them understanding, guidance, and strength. Where there is fear, reveal Your love and release to them Your courage. Bless their finances, give them greater vision, and raise up leaders and friends to support and encourage them. Give each of them discernment to recognize the evil forces around them and reveal to them the power they have in You to defeat it. I ask You to do these things in Jesus' name. Amen. P.S. Passing this on to anyone you consider a friend will bless you both. Passing this on to one not considered a friend is something Christ would do.

Unhide folders after Cleaning Viruses

Sometimes when theres a virus on our flash drive we taught that we lost our files and most of them are folders but have you notice that the remaining size of your flash drive remains the same? It is because, the folders are still there but it is hidden Super HIDDEN.


How to View: On the windows explorer click “ Tool” > “ Folder Option” > “ View” > scroll down and tick on ” Show Hidden files and folder “ and untick “ Hide Protected Operating System Files( Recommended) ” > OK.


How to unhide it: on the Start menu, click "Run", type "cmd" and hit "Ok".
type the command

attrib d:\*.* /d /s -h -r -s

for example:
attrib d:\folder/d/s -h -r -s
if your file folder name has a greater that 6 characters, type the first 6 characters only and add ~1
for example:
attrib d:\exampl~1 /d/s -h-r-s

Note: “ d:” is your drive letter, You can change to specific drive you want.